Asked by french-verbz
Heyya :) Sorry that I have only just replied. Things are so hectic in prep for uni life. So much money worries already AAARRRRGGGHHH!!! Did you have this much anxiety about money before you went.
I am actually really looking forward to it on the whole but I just think that I am worried about the practicalities of living with 4 strangers in a stange town 0_0 Yeah
What was move in day like for you??
It is getting closer and closer to the moving in day now. Something like nine weeks away. Even though my halls posts involve something like “69 days to go” this is not what I call helpful. I am both excited and shitting myself right now and I dont want my brain to be made into feeling like this is so far away. I need to come to the realisation that soon I will not be living at home and that I will have to fend for myself. I want/ need to do this!!!
Channel 4’s “secret life of a student” to be honest is unhelpful. I am socially awkward at times and I do want to get involved in the party aspect but I would rather have a chilled out evening with my mates, few drinks and something nice to eat then be out drinking just because that is what is deemed acceptable. I am hoping that uni life isnt really how it was portrayed on the documentary. I dont want that kind of drama in my life. I want to leave myself open to the possibility of a relationship yes. I want to have the best time of my life and not have to restrict myself or anything. I want to do my best at university.
I am spending £8,250ish on my course this year alone. I am not going to allow this amount of money plus maintenance money plus any extra money I get to be wasted!
To be honest - I really do not feel that I am accepting this or processing it in any kind of way. The above is what I do and do not want from university but that doesn’t mean that I am expressing how I actually feel.
I am excited
I am terrified to the point where I am lay in bed at night just thinking about things to do with uni:
So I have been asked to write a letter for CAMHS and their managers etc so that they can justify long term treatment. I have been with them for 5 years and the course of treatment is only 20 weeks. We all know that 20 weeks isnt enough so they want to be able to give treatment (where necessary) for 1-2 years.
MESSAGE ME IF YOU HAVE SUGGESTIONS!!!